punkarty

sometimes the smartest decisions are the hardest ones to make, now i just have to figure out if it is the right one

Im not quite sure what i want these days, its really weird. And today i was hit with a big question. It may not be that big to some people and to others like me they might see why its hard to figure this out. Today dan messaged me on Facebook, nothing horrible or insane just Hey i wanted to say hi and see hows your life going. My immediate reaction was shock. I thought that i would never talk to or here from him ever again in my life and he comes back. I was honestly hoping i would never hear about him again and that all this bull shit would be put behind me. the emotions that ran through me were confusing. mostly anger, the fact that he pull

I can't say that I haven't been up to much but to try and explain it all in one journal is impossible. College has been amazing so far and I'm loving it. i have great friends and a great boyfriend. My grades aren't too bad and  my art is only getting better. I can't wait to get back and create some more works and I also can't wait just to have that sense of freedom college gives, back again. I mean iI do loving being home but i sometimes feel the suffocation that I don't feel at college. I'm also less worried about asking my parents for gas money all the time. Seeing as everything is so close at college and here everything is at least a 20-30